When you fall in love with the one who belongs to someone else, acknowledging the reality is painful. The more you know how much they love each other, the more pain you have. And it's be more painful if you choose to be an intervenor. You've to keep every feeling inside, waiting to be seen that you're right here. Perhaps, it's just the wrong timing that we have. Time goes to slow to make us meet in time. We met at the wrong time and it's me who hurt.

If you hadn't met her, would I have been this guilty? The same old me who's such a silly girl. The same old headstrong girl. All of a sudden, everything I do is wrong. Why?

"Can we be together, despite of what ever happen after? I could not imagine living without you, would my life be as shines as I'm with you before? Would you love me as you have before? Would I hear your voice again or see your smile again? You my treasure that I wouldn't want to loose. You're my everything."

At 3 am she lays in bed, listening to her favorite band, thinking of all the things she's done wrong. At 3 am, she thinks of all those who left, she blames herself for them leaving. Suddenly, she starts crying. She finally lets it all out. She's not as strong as she once was. Every time she laugh. She hopes he's watching. Not so that he sees she's happy but that maybe, just maybe he'll fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his.

Forget all the past. MOVE ON !
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